Now shoo.

Fabulous Fourteen
105'10, 205'11 - We be da best. Donut deny it.

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I feel bad. I feel guilty for letting my parents down. I feel bad for letting myself down. I'm not a perfect GPA scorer of 4.0, but I tried. I tried so hard. But they said I need to put in more effort. And that I should do better than them when they were in secondary school. I mean the standards now are fucking high, the difficulty level in this school is asdfghhjkl. Now you're saying I'm not giving all that I've got when I did. Then you resorted to confiscating my iPod after 7pm when I didn't even touch it when I was studying for EYAs then. Then again, I can't do anything. But you see, I naturally suck at History and Lit. You can't doubt that at all. I failed both in PPA1. And now I failed History and just got an on-the-dot passing mark for Lit. How do you explain that?

I know my parents have good intentions. They just want the best out of me. Seriously, the education standard is mad now. You can't compare us to your time. It's just not the same. And suddenly you want me to study for mad exam which I have no idea what is gonna be tested. At all. You know what? I realised I have no purpose/goal/aim in life.

I realise I should really stop talking about EYAs. It's over. No use crying over spilt milk. See how much I blame karma?
Exactly my point.

The next post shall be about non-EYAs-related stuff. back to top?