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HAI THOSE WHO ARE READING THIS BLOG THINGY (which I think is very, very few of you)

I have decided, at last. I will be on hiatus on every single social networking except for Twitter and MSN. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THOSE TWO. Anyway, I feel that being on these sites make me waste time and sidetrack a lot, and I mean a lot like for 2-4 hours. So that brought me to the conclusion of going on hiatus for 3 whole weeks, which is until 13/09/10 - the end of everything of the academic year. But I hope it would be a success, though, or else it'll be of no use saying it but not taking action. So I feel that I have to discipline myself (which never worked out when I tried doing that this year) to prevent myself from going on these filthy little things which make my life worse. By the way I attended the Mendaki Award and some inspired me to strive just to be like them. Some even received diploma in a certain subject! I hope I can be like them. I wish to be like them. I want to be like them. But then I stopped to think, "What makes them succeed?". I mean, how do they even get a diploma. I know many will probably say through hard work. Then again, what does hard work actually mean? Is it like they mug for endless days? They don't even have time to relax? I actually don't understand what they mean by 'hardwork'.

Anyway, there was this guy who gave a speech about his past life. That was another thing that inspired me today. He mentioned that he was from a family whose parents weren't able to teach him certain things, but they will always be there for you. Also, he said that "Successful people don't have fear in them". This set me thinking once again, do I have fear in me? Am I brave? When I recall back once again, I don't remember myself being brave at all. I always knew that there was somewhat a feeling of fear hidden deep inside me. I felt like I was refraining myself from opening up to everyone. Because of fear. It is fear that makes us afraid of what lay ahead of us, especially when we are embarking on a new journey which will take us somewhere, but we will never know where when we first start. As the guy said, he mentioned that never let fear take away your dreams and aspirations, but instead, learn to overcome it, learn to be brave. There was also a part when he said to always put trust in your parents, because they are the ones who care most and who are always there to support you when you fall. Because of this, it makes me motivated to work even harder. So to everyone's who's reading this post, I hope it somehow motivated you, even if you don't feel it right now.

Okay I guess you won't be seeing any of my posts from now until the end of EYAs, so bye-bye, jiayou for EYAs and all the best! :)

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HELLOOOOOO!

I'm feeling super high today because:

1. I had chicken burger for breakfast today (HAHA THIS REMINDS ME OF ONEW!)
2. I paid attention in History. Like really paid attention for the first time (partly because we were under observation today)
3. I completed my Geography homework
4. I completed both my Malay mock EYA Paper 2.
5. I passed my SPA. Because I really thought I was going to fail badly at it.
6. DHL was in a happy-high mood today
7. I completed half of the English worksheets given
8. TOMORROW'S FRIDAY!

Basically those are the reasons why I'm high today. Especially the last one. FCE and maybe R are going for History CES then we'll be going out to mug/eat lunch. I cannot the waitz! And there's only 2 subjects that we're having tomorrow. I think I'm getting over being down and stuff. The fact that I didn't fail my SPA was a miracle! And that tried to cheer up my day too! Now I feel guilty. Like really guilty. I feel guilty for everything that I've done. (Ugh I'm getting into my emo mood now).

ANYWAY,
I've been thinking whether to delete my other blog? Or maybe not. Heehee :) Because of that filthy, little thing it made me guilty when I read through it once again. So I'll delete it? Sorry I can't help but be fickle-minded about these kinds of stuff. Oh and we're finally having PE tomorrow! I feel fat because of the deprivation from exercising. And we're doing NETBALL! After 4 days of studying and being confined in the classroom where everything's dusty as shit. Some fresh air tomorrow, like finally.


To you;
I thought no one realised.
I thought you didn't too. But I was wrong.
You did care.
You wouldn't know how much it meant to me. Especially when no one could tell how I felt, except for you.
But no, the previous post wasn't about you. At all. That was what I was down about.
And the fact that you cheered me up today made my day even more brighter than before.
Now I know.
For that, thank you ♥

I've been wanting to say that to someone. But I just couldn't find the right person, because I realised not everyone is the same. So to you, I don't know what to say. I guess you were the rainbow in my cloud today :D Plus Faddy helped me to change my Facebook password while I changed hers to prevent ourselves from resorting to that when we're bored. I shall go study now. I think.

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I feel so tired today. I have no idea why even though I slept at 11. And I was dozing off during Lit and my handwriting became scribbles on my worksheet. Now I can't even read what I wrote. Today went out pretty well and Ms Loh didn't come today. So Kimberly (Yeo), Faddy and me were spazzing over SHINee with Kim's SHINee cards! How I wished I fell for them earlier. Silly, silly. Then Philo wasn't that bad today and we were discussing about discrimination and its components which as usual, ended up out-of-point. English and Lit were the most boring lessons today. BEACH eMCee. I bet no one'll be able to decode it except for those whom I've told :D And DHL too. Anyway Geog lesson was very chaotic as well so in conclusion, I love today. For the first time in months, I've liked a Tuesday. Guess what? Tomorrow's a Wednesday! Which means school ends early = go home early = lesser hours in school = lesser lessons = more sleep = more refreshed the next day = lesser eyebags.

I don't feel like blogging today.

I hate this. My eyes are slowly drooping as I'm writing this. I feel like sleeping but I have tons of homework to finish and revise all the stuff that's gonna be tested for EYAs. And complete English PT and Philo PT. Okay I shall do up an organiser for myself to refer to about what to do each day. I swear I'm more screwed than you who's reading this stupid shitpost. It's obvious. It's 5.40pm and I have yet to start on the stewpid ICCS reflections or I won't get my CIP points if I don't hand it in tomorrow. I sense that today will be an unproductive day with me slacking in front of the computer when EYAs are 1/2/3 weeks away. And I feel a headache coming for me. But before that, look at this quote. Credits to Claire for posting this!
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SPA TOMORROW!

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Hello all!

Today we had ICCS at East Coast Park and I was down for a lot of reasons. I don't geddit. I really wanted to go for Emma's birthday lunch today but I had to go out with my family instead. Sorry Emma! Anyway, although I was down and silent for most of the time, I enjoyed picking up litter with FCERS and Sam made it epic! We saw 2 dead cats at the shore and a dead crab among the sandy area.

Then yesterday I had a really bad headache and slept from 3 to 6.30pm and from there we went out to celebrate Kakak's birthday until abuout 9.30! Which luckily, my major headache was gone then. My family and I went to BPP and I saw Sharon (buying food from a shop) and we went to eat at Swensen's which filled up my empty stomach which had started growling already because I didn't have lunch due to the stupid major headache. Also, we went to Popular which I ended up buying new iLuv headphones! I bought the white one while my sister bought the lime green one and a purple iPod cover. Sorry to say but they don't... exactly match xD

Back to today again, I was down. And I realised a lot of things. Things that I don't expect myself to realise right before EYAs. Well now that I have, I'm not really surprised. All of those happened in primary school before, that's why. But no, I won't let that distract me from studying hard for EYAs. Well let's jut put that aside and focus on exams. Other things = later. Speaking of EYAs, SPA's on Monday and I have yet to revise the SPA FA and chemical reactions of elements. And there's only 1 week+++ left to study for exams. And I've created a personal blog which only I can read and no one else. I feel that ranting out stuffs to myself is more useful than I thought it was. More useful than writing stuffs in a diary and people finding out about your secrets. I feel a bit at ease than before. Okay back to studying. But before that,

Happy fifteenth Kakak!

Happy thirteenth Emma 

and Tabzzzz!

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1. I was busy worrying about homework
2. I'm panicking over EYAs
3. I'm panicking more about EYAs

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