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HAI THOSE WHO ARE READING THIS BLOG THINGY (which I think is very, very few of you)

I have decided, at last. I will be on hiatus on every single social networking except for Twitter and MSN. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THOSE TWO. Anyway, I feel that being on these sites make me waste time and sidetrack a lot, and I mean a lot like for 2-4 hours. So that brought me to the conclusion of going on hiatus for 3 whole weeks, which is until 13/09/10 - the end of everything of the academic year. But I hope it would be a success, though, or else it'll be of no use saying it but not taking action. So I feel that I have to discipline myself (which never worked out when I tried doing that this year) to prevent myself from going on these filthy little things which make my life worse. By the way I attended the Mendaki Award and some inspired me to strive just to be like them. Some even received diploma in a certain subject! I hope I can be like them. I wish to be like them. I want to be like them. But then I stopped to think, "What makes them succeed?". I mean, how do they even get a diploma. I know many will probably say through hard work. Then again, what does hard work actually mean? Is it like they mug for endless days? They don't even have time to relax? I actually don't understand what they mean by 'hardwork'.

Anyway, there was this guy who gave a speech about his past life. That was another thing that inspired me today. He mentioned that he was from a family whose parents weren't able to teach him certain things, but they will always be there for you. Also, he said that "Successful people don't have fear in them". This set me thinking once again, do I have fear in me? Am I brave? When I recall back once again, I don't remember myself being brave at all. I always knew that there was somewhat a feeling of fear hidden deep inside me. I felt like I was refraining myself from opening up to everyone. Because of fear. It is fear that makes us afraid of what lay ahead of us, especially when we are embarking on a new journey which will take us somewhere, but we will never know where when we first start. As the guy said, he mentioned that never let fear take away your dreams and aspirations, but instead, learn to overcome it, learn to be brave. There was also a part when he said to always put trust in your parents, because they are the ones who care most and who are always there to support you when you fall. Because of this, it makes me motivated to work even harder. So to everyone's who's reading this post, I hope it somehow motivated you, even if you don't feel it right now.

Okay I guess you won't be seeing any of my posts from now until the end of EYAs, so bye-bye, jiayou for EYAs and all the best! :)

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