cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
No I do not have a cbox.
Now shoo.
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31 October 2010 @ 10:01 PM
Ouch
HELLO.
Firstly, I won't be coming to school tomorrow.
Secondly, I am bored to the epic core of the Earth.
Thirdly, Drama Nite's on Tuesday!

Uh basically that's what's on my mind right now. For the first one, that was just pure suay-ness. Seriously, it is. Must I really tell? I think I've said this for the eighth time or so. But never mind, for the benefit of those who still don't know what happened. I freaking got my shin poked by the sharp, jagged edges of the escalator at that stupid j8. Turned out the wound had some form of gaping when I went to the A&E part of KK Hospital. I have no idea what they did to my wound but in the end, the doctor said I had no choice but to get the wound stitched in order to cover up the gaping. I was so worried but turned out it went out fine. Oh and I didn't even know how many injections they gave me: They gave one on my right arm and (I think) four/five/six injections around the wound so I wouldn't feel any pain while he's stitching it. But there's this weird feeling while he's stitching cos it's like you can feel he is stitching but at the same time you can't. I almost burst out laughing while he was doig it.

Then the reason(s) that I'm bored today is/are because:
  1. There's no tuition today
  2. I ponned mad and violin
  3. I slept from 12pm to 3.30pm
 Honestly, I have no frikking idea what I'm gonna do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I swear I'll be so bored that I could cry. Okay what am I saying. And the fact that Drama Nite's on Tuesday means I won't be able to go cos I have an MC until the 2nd Nov. I'm still deciding whether I should just go or not. Anyway, Amelia and I are officially twin senior-junior hehehe. She's so nice. Oh and if you ever read this, you saw that! (Y) I've been telling people how bored I am of being bored of being bored of being bored of being... You get my damn point. What I do at home? Eat, goes on iPod/comp/handphone, sleep, eat, sleep. Literally. I mean, what other things can I do? I can't go out because of my shin. I can't go to the basketball court because of the same reason. Basically, my stitched-up wound restricts me from doing what I want to.

See how sad my life is? Sigh I should really stop whining/moaning/complaining about how bored I am.
Byeeeee.

P.s. I shall post pictures of my stitches soon. You have been warned.
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28 October 2010 @ 8:08 PM
I'm waiting outside the lines.
Been coughing really badly since the start of school today. I don't even know why. It's bugging me the whole day. Anyway, today was a boring one because there were two subject round-ups and a talk which I didn't pay attention to at all. Who does? And then there was CCM which lasted until 1.45 and from then Jac, Humz and I stayed back to do the publicity posters for 105's Drama Nite performance. Turned out it was a blast cos we managed to come up with 4 different designs which were totally awesome! And Emma and Claire decided to join the publicity group too! Love you guys.

Oh and obviously 105 got past Drama Nite auditions, so congratulations everyone for your effort! See, if we co-operate obviously the product will be awesome! I feel so bored now. I've finished all the posters assigned to me to do them. I need to watch a movie/video/TV show. Seriously, why isn't anything interesting on these days? So I resorted to the computer which wasn't of much use anyway, except for social networking sites which I'm slowly getting sick of day by day. Now, should I spam some more or just... read a book? And that my iPod's been confiscated cos it's already past 7, I have nothing much to do. Or rather, nothing to do at all.

I'll hog the laptop till around 9 and then I'll continue with House Rules. That book is just plain touching, well find out for yourself what it's about. Okay I have no life. Let's list out random things on my mind right now:

  1. My extraction which was supposed to take place on Tuesday (but didn't because of my fever asdfghjkl) is postponed to 23 November - two days before my birthday, great.
  2. I'm listening to Running by David Archuleta.
  3. I still hate you.
  4. I can't wait for tomorrow because of our plans on 105!
  5. There are Kim Kibum's in each boyband - Suju, U-Kiss and SHINee (heh ripped from Kim Yeo)
  6. My mad exam is in two weeks' time and I'm not doing anything about it.
  7. My GPA improved in S2 compared to S1.
  8. Halloween's is in 3 day's time
 Someone tell me why I'm doing this again?
Right. I'm bored. No life. Yep.

I'll stone right now.
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26 October 2010 @ 9:22 PM
I'm on my way to believing.
105 didn't win Net Carn! ):
BUT THERE'S STILL NEXT YEAR, 105 WHOOOOO! ♥ ♥ ♥

YEP you read the above. Y'know what, our ft didn't even hold tryouts for 105 to choose who's gonna be on the team. But she smartly randomly chose those who've signed up already. Honestly, Faddy was damn pro! Along with everyone too! BUT SHE SCORED IDK-HOW-MANY SHOOTS IN A ROW. Ohmygod Faddy, you should quit judo and join netball next year! HAHA OR JC LA :D

I wasn't in the team cos I sucked balls and that I just had to be sick today. Which was freaking annoying because I couldn't scream as loud as I usually can -.- But I screamed as loud as I could just for 105 although it made my sore throat even worse heheh (it's a good thing okay hahaha). Seriously, I really think our cheer was damn awesome despite the fact that it was learning-on-the-spot kind of thing. THANK YOU DA EUN, FADDY AND JAC! :)

Oh and btw, I feel so left out without the laptop. I mean I NEED TO CATCH UP ON CURRENT ISSUES OF THE WORLD WHAT'S GOING ON BETWEEN EVERYONE. Plus I even forgot where the on button is on the laptop. Like hello, I can't possibly not know how to switch on a laptop which I have been using for a year or so. Anyway I'm feeling so high I can't even concentrate on what I'm writing right now.

BYE YOU NERDKIDS
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21 October 2010 @ 10:20 PM
Tralala



This is the sickest surgeon/movie that I've ever watched. Just gross.







Thanks to this song, I now know what a grenade is.







I'm speechless about their makeup but honestly, love the shuffle ♥
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@ 10:09 PM
Where?
I feel bad. I feel guilty for letting my parents down. I feel bad for letting myself down. I'm not a perfect GPA scorer of 4.0, but I tried. I tried so hard. But they said I need to put in more effort. And that I should do better than them when they were in secondary school. I mean the standards now are fucking high, the difficulty level in this school is asdfghhjkl. Now you're saying I'm not giving all that I've got when I did. Then you resorted to confiscating my iPod after 7pm when I didn't even touch it when I was studying for EYAs then. Then again, I can't do anything. But you see, I naturally suck at History and Lit. You can't doubt that at all. I failed both in PPA1. And now I failed History and just got an on-the-dot passing mark for Lit. How do you explain that?

I know my parents have good intentions. They just want the best out of me. Seriously, the education standard is mad now. You can't compare us to your time. It's just not the same. And suddenly you want me to study for mad exam which I have no idea what is gonna be tested. At all. You know what? I realised I have no purpose/goal/aim in life.

I realise I should really stop talking about EYAs. It's over. No use crying over spilt milk. See how much I blame karma?
Exactly my point.

The next post shall be about non-EYAs-related stuff.
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19 October 2010 @ 6:14 PM
Fuck everything.
Hello.

I am feeling so down today. Thanks to the History paper. I was praying so hard I won't do badly in any papers, but I guess I have to accept what's happened to me. I studied so hard but still... I suck at History. You can go fuck yourself, History. I don't even understand your damn existence. And you, I know you've got a lot more higher marks, but I don't see why the need to brag/boast about it in front of the others? I know you studied mugged 24/7 every week and you obviously didn't need to show off how much you study. We geddit. Don't you understand? We don't want to know how much you studied for something. I bet you're so happy I cried in the hall just now just because of my marks.  Are you satisfied now? Are you happy I failed?

If you are, fuck you.

And we also got our Math paper back. Wasn't that bad, but could have done better because of the careless mistakes I made. But alhamdulillah, I didn't fail. But in the hall just now during History, I don't even know why I cried. I think it was the statement ____________ made. It's just so discouraging. Then I broke down. So badly. I felt like punching her in the face then, but everything around me just blacked out and all I see was myself crying my heart out in front of a crowd of friends. That was when I thought I told myself that I didn't give a fuck about grades anymore? And that I didn't care anymore? I still have 3 more years, and there's plenty of time to improve myself. But isn't Year 1 all about building a strong foundation? FML I'm gonna struggle in the next three years. Now I don't know what to do.

I hope I'm strong enough to bear all of these.
So badly.


P.s. Sorry for the full-of-vulgar post. Sometimes I hate myself for not being strong.
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18 October 2010 @ 3:23 PM
Tell me.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING. BUT WHAT.
I'm not kidding. This is a freaking emergency.


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17 October 2010 @ 10:36 PM
I love rainbow-stripped pants with a banana on it
Yo waddup!

I have no frikking idea why I've been blogging so much since the end of eyas. Hahaha I feel like I just want to show how happy I am. Or worried. Or pissed. Or excited. Or-
You get my point. I feel so free now. As in something recent happened. And I wished it'll never be like it was initially. I wish. Then again, I won't be mean. Anyway, I just got back from shopping for winter clothing for December's vacation (I can't wait!), having dinner and from my aunt's house. Like, finally I'm able to go out with my family since the period before and during eyas. I don't know, but I miss those times where I really spend time with my family. Back to the point. I just finished bathing and I'm helping my sister put in Glee songs into my thumbdrive and transfer it to her laptop so she won't need to go through the hassle of downloading everything. YEAH AND PUT THE BURDEN ON ME hehehe ):

I'm feeling high at the same time too. I called Faddy and myself bitches. I have no idea why. It seems cool. Okay I'm seriously going mad after eating the stupid rainbow ice cream. I love rainbows.
We're going to get back both our Geog and Chem papers tomorrow. I mean why did they take such a long time bench-marking (whatever shit) and postponing the dates we get back the papers but now, all they took was, what, 4 days to mark? Smart people. Not to mention that History and Math are gonna be returned on the same day. So not looking forward to Tuesday. Or should I say, the days they're giving out our papers. Shucks.

I feel so boreeeeed now. It's 10.30 and I don't know what to do. Sleep? I don't feel sleepy at all. Tumblr? Doing that. Facebook? That one too. SEE NOTHING WORKS. I need tonnes of alternative options. Oh and our post-exams activities suck. Like seriously. I don't see the point of making Drama Nite compulsory for all Year 1s and 2s. Sigh.


The following convo is NC13 yay bye.

LES PERSON says
HAHAH
OH
THEN THE BOOBS HOW


BI PERSON says
CHOP OFF
HAHAHAHA


LES PERSON says
HAHAHAH
LIKE
KENA
SEMBELIH


BI PERSON says
B(.)(.)BS
HAHAHAHA
LIKE TAKE A SWORD
AND JUST 

CHOOOPPP

LES PERSON says
*CHOP*
HAHAHAHHAHA
THEN ALL COME FLYING OFF
WTF


BI PERSON says
NAH
IT JUT DROPS ON THE FLOOR


LES PERSON says
NO BECAUSE
OF
THE PRESSURE
EXERTED
BY
THE MILK
THAT'S
ACCUMULATED
INSIDE IT
SO
IT BURSTS AND FLIES OFF


BI PERSON says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
LLLLLLOOOOLL
NOW U MAKE ME GO HIGH


Conversations may turn sick unexpectedly. Please, try to avoid such things.
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16 October 2010 @ 2:57 PM
Like falling stars over your head


When you forget me
When you don't remember my name
Not even a memory
Somewhere in the back of your brain
I won't be offended
'Cause I always knew that the day would come,
When I'm not enough to make you stay
You tell me it’s not possible, no way that we could break
But nothing is illogical, believe me


Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you
'Cause you are so beautiful, yeah


The world is turning
And time keeps on lingering on
The sun will be burning
Eventually you will be gone
I'll always love you
Oh, believe it or not
But baby, that's not enough to,
Not enough to stop these…


Falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you
'Cause you are so beautiful, yeah


When it's all said and done
I’ll be just a speck in the galaxy
Floating far away by gravity
Tell me it's not possible, no way that we could break


Like falling stars
Like crashing cars
Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, just like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you
'Cause you are so beautiful
You are so beautiful, yeah


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15 October 2010 @ 8:01 PM
14/10/10
Hey again!
Too bad I couldn't blog about yesterday, I was so tired that I dozed off once my head landed on my pillow. So... yeah.
I'm gonna post pictures of yesterday but I took very few because I didn't bring my camera and my phone batt was dying and I needed to use it later on so I couldn't get a lot of pictures. Great. But you can probably view them on Humz's/Faddy's/Kim's profiles on facebook when they've uploaded it. Especially the video that Humz took when we're on the mummy ride (she wasn't even worried it'll be flung out of her hand when she took the video ._.) because the mummy seemed to be saying 'You'll never find the boob' instead of 'You'll never find the book'. Things get crazy when you're with friends ♥

On the other hand, there was this tall Egyptian guy who was supposed to be a jackal and was standing outside the mummy roller coaster ride taking photos with people (and he was damn hot hahaha). I was looking at him, as in he had a six-pack and then I was looking at his eyeliner when he was looking somewhere else. All of a sudden he turned and saw me staring and he started to stare back for a long, long time which made me all nervous and so I looked away and turned to Humz and I was like "Oh shit. I think he's staring at me. Shit shit shit." After that, I turned to see if he'd turned away but instead, he started chasing us with his stupid long legs. So we ran away too and Humz screamed and best part is, people were staring at us. Thanks to the hot jackal-egyptian guy. Okay I've been talking about him all day and I should seriously stop about him. But honestly, he is hot :3

Then there was another weird, tall guy which I'm gonna show his picture later in this post. He licked his lips when he was looking at me. Like, EXCUSE ME. I shall forget about him. But he's another hot one too OMG I'M FALLING FOR TOO MANY. Luckily for us, he didn't go chasing after us like the Egyptian-jackal guy. Heng ah. Oh and there were two of them in weird-looking costumes. And this shop sold a t-shirt which said "What the frak" and I wanted to buy it so badly. Then again, I wonder how my parents'll react to it so I didn't buy it after all. But the epicest part of them all was when Kim and I took the mummy ride for 9 times. AND IT HAPPENED AGAIN. When we were taking the 5/6/7/8/9th ride the egyptian-jackal guy was inside the ride, like he was inside the place which leads us to the ride. And he stared down at me and stood like a metre away from me when I tried to run away from him but was trapped. So ended up I had to force myself to push myself away from him to get into the ride. The 2nd time. I don't know, but his eyes were sexy with the eyeliner and stuff hehehe.

Okay pictures time!


(wasn't really taken yesterday, but on Wednesday @ ION's nursing room HAHAHA)

The wrapper is coooolz. Lameness.

The 'New York' part of US(A)

The guy who licked his lips when he looked at me hahaha.

 
The biggest ride at US(A) but it was closed for safety reasons. I'm so gonna ride this when it opens. Hardcore ♥
Yep I think I've been on the laptop for too long anyway hahaha. It's 8pm and I haven't bathed. I shall do that now byeeeeee.
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13 October 2010 @ 9:37 PM
EYAS ARE FREAKING OVER.
The title says it all.
Now I'm back on all social networking sites and I missed out a lot of stuff ):
Anyway, now that I'm free, I feel as if I need to mug for something when I don't even have to. This is what you get after EYAs. Then again, it gives you a sense of satisfaction that you've given all that you've got. Oh well. The papers were generally average. I dare not say they were easy. RGS TEACHERS NEVER SET PAPERS EASY. Trust me, you wouldn't wanna know about it. So many things happen today! (and will happen too tomorrow!)


Today
Math paper - unusually better than past year papers which are terribly hard.
I didn't get to scream and run around after the paper though, because MA invigilated our class. Again. Faddy, Humz and I walked to McD's that was opposite ION and ate our breakfast while struggling to shoo the stupid pigeons which one of them brushed against my leg D: We went to ION (and strolled down Orchard Road which was damn boring) after that and went round and round for 2 hours before deciding to go to Tampines just to go to the Hershey's shop -.- Then we went back to Bishan, and met Syahirah A. to go crash my house.
But sadly, the XBOX decided to screw itself up after EYAs and so we couldn't play Guitar Hero and ended up in my room with the laptop.

That was today. Now I feel worn out hahaha.

Tomorrow
Outing to USA(S) with Kim Yeo, Humz and Faddy!
IT'S THE PARTAYYY IN THE YOUU-ASS-EHHHHH!
That's right, we're going to partay in the USA(S)! Fyi, it's the UniverSAl Studios.
We're gonna go on every single ride until we get dizzy and start walking like some drunk people in the USA(S). Now I'm spazzing with Kim and Faddy about tomorrow! I'm sure I won't be able to sleep peacefully without any spasms in my sleep.

I feel like I don't have a life anymore after EYAs (Y) Y'know because you know what you're gonna do every day and your days are filled of mugging and mugging and mugging. Now that you have freedom, it seems like something's missing in your life.
BUT IT IS A GOOD THING BECAUSE IT'S TO MAKE UP FOR THE DEPRIVATION OF ALL OF THESE YOU GET DURING EYAS :D It's so weird not hearing my parents' screams to get me off the computer to ask me to study for something. And it's so interesting watching people complaining they're not accustomed to all of these. I'm not the only one after all hahahah nice.

OKAYZ BAIZ I NEED TO PLANZ FOR TOMORROW CANNOT WAITZ I IZ HIGHZ OKAYZ :)
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